Today

Yeah. Left about 18 days to the farewell of my schooling days in TP.
Time flies indeed.. Recalling back those days when we were still year one.

Recently..i have been feeling very stress up..never feel such extreme pressure and anxiety.
Having to sleep only for few hours and went to school for more than half a day..the feeling isn't nice esp have to go long hours of lectures when you don't enough rest for a few nights..
Yeah. I do feel like giving up..this is my first time i feel such a way..but then i not gg to give up now..cuz it is my last lap and i going to give all out to do well in all my remaining assignments. I have tried my best in all my past assignments and I dun want to worry about it anymore cuz I know I have faith in my God whom have deliver me through me in all situations.

Regarding about my future..Lord, I lift up into your hand..stretch Your hand and direct my path. No matter what happen..Lord. I know You are watching over my life and guiding me. Cos when I am faithless, You are still faithful. Sorry for my unfaithfulness. Lord, make a way for my life and lead me to my destiny that you have instore for me.

I going to apply for uni soon. Although I do have the fear of not able to meet the mark, but I will do believe in miracle. I know that my God will make a way for me. Lord, I lift up my future plans into Your hand. please stay close to me and never let Your presence to leave me.-that's my prayer.

Today I'm leaving my troubles behind, I'm letting go and follow the line. No more running wide. I'm Yours for life. =)

Pressing on

Sick, tired, disappointed mixed with joy, faith and refreshing. That's what i have been experiencing for the past three days.

Now i am down with throat infection and slight fever. Mummy was the best! She immediately passed me the medicine and hot tea to drink. Haha. Sweet. I remember there was one night..she came to room and covered me with the blanket cuz the weather was cold and i am fone to catch flu easily. Sweet mummy! Muacks.

Asia Conference was super duper great. I shall update my blog on it soon.
"No more running wide..i'm Yours for life..
You got me here..u got me..."
Yes. My heavenly daddy..thanks for loving me just the way I am.

Sometimes, it seem like it like it's gone..and i try to find it back.
And i came to realise it's not the same anymore.

taking break is what I need=)

Argh. I wanted to go to Asia Conference badly.
But because of EMS..I cant go.
These few days have been a tiring one for me..having to spent so much time and efforts in doing the pbl. I have never do pbl until I feel like crying and sign countless times.

Well, I just prayed hard that everything will be alrite. Lord, I pray.
Right now, i miss doing is SHOPPPPPPPPPPIIIIINNNNNGGG.
haha. at the same time, i trying to find back the feelings.
way back into love.

Your prefect love hung on the cross.

So many things to write in my first blog entry..so many thoughts and feelings.

I really love to be in the presence of God..tears rolled down my cheek as i begin to recall the how many times He rescue me when I was in trouble, encountered setbacks, disappointments in life and those mountain stress. I dun have to say much and yet, He is able to understand me and He said to me, "Sara, my child, wait unto Me, and I shall renew Your strength..give Me your burdens and have faith in Me, I will carry you through."

Today when I going for church service...I suddenly feel so burden and troubled. But suddenly when i sang the lyrics "..Your prefect love hung on the cross, You paid your life to save my life.." i started to have tears running down from eyes. yes, Lord. thanks You for being my life.

Now i praying for a miracle, Lord.=)
Let Your healing power of love and comfort to be upon his life.
Take him by Your hand and walk with him.=)
Although things or ppl might have disppoint or hurt him..let Your grace, love and peace to fill is life.

that's my prayer.